enough tears for the week

I feel real terrible.

This week has been the worst week. I feel as if every week is becoming worse. Is it really pessimism or just truth?

I wanted to become happier during this OG outing. And shit just has to happen.
:'( I was not mentally right for this week. And I think it really affected me physically.
Realised that for the past year, I've been lepaking at home for weekend, thinking it's boring.
This year, I've been out every weekend, and it is really taking a toll on me.
Orientation starts on Friday and I really don't want it to end. At least out of so much negativity, positive things are happening.
But then again, the negative things seem to appear due to the increased positivity in my life.
I am extremely thankful for the friends I have in life, who stand by me.
Thank you Melody, Rachael for being such great listeners.
Thank you my dearest OG mates for taking care of me :)
I thank people who have been caring for me, albeit in smaller ways.
Just a simple message or card really warms my days, and it keeps me going.
And I guess that is the reason why I love making cards, because I believe they will have the same effect on people. Yes, it may be foolish to think like this, but why not make the effort when you can?

I really look forward to this year and I believe it will be better. I wouldn't want to say nothing would be as bad as this week though.