moo

" I won't feel hurt anymore
i won't feel lost anymore
i'll feel my heart once more
i'll feel beautiful"

haven't updated for a long long long while. not even doing work now though :(

just updating with some pictures i spammed with huixuan.

love this pic cos you cant see my fat face heh

sianz

smilee

smilee

can't wait to meet my girls to again. really should start studying this week. 3 weeks to tsd showcase(WAD DE FUCK) and 5 weeks to promos. this is crazy. must. survive. this.

probably can't enjoy my national day holiday ugh...

sometimes i feel as if im living every day just anticipating for the end of the day. it makes me sad when i realise that. i really want to be able to live in the moment and enjoy it. i know something like that cannot be forced because it would only become worse. :<