this is the life

Met my girls yesterday. yummy bbq sauce<3
gossiped and chatted and ate~ miss the whole group much!


Made these today~


this looks damn hipster


kthxbai

bored

random shots

yummiest nougats ever yum yum so chewy


adorablest singa stuff ever


creepy sing a majig which i love


me w hipster shades


AND I WANT A BOOK CLUTCH WILL ANYONE BUY IT FOR ME?!

leap day

happy leap day! have you leapt today?

had econs test and majorly screwed up! :<
school is tiring and fun! tomorrow we are having friday lessons ugh boring ttm!
I'd rather go home early than have 3hour breaks tbh :<
Sad that I can't meet the girls this week boohoo!
Last week went back to school to see the cute CO juniors though! Suona is really powderful and I'm really proud of them!
Gone are the days when the conductor request suona to go out and practise cause' it was seen as the weakest!
Attempted to teach the current sec 4s(who are forever sec 3s in my eyes) chemistry and failed terribly LOL.
Ate dinner with rachel and vivian and met jingxuan and samantha after that! The juniors are stepping down real soon!
Apparently zhonghua has crappy rules now so I feel terrible for them.
The year after I left Hougang Primary, fried food day was removed. The year after I left Zhong Hua, fried food day became fortnightly. LOL CURSE

Anyway, I've been so lazyyyy! I need to work harder and etc! But as usual, procrastination!
Need to work harder on TSD cause' I suck at acting ugh.

Got some stuff from etsy!

I LOVE THESE PERFUME OILS ESPECIALLY THE DKNY INSPIRED ONE OMG SMELLS HEAVENLY. ironic my favourite scent is fresh blossoms and im being called blossom now. uhhhh...
I bought a couple of witty sounding badges heh! Can't wait to get them!

my name is insecure

Having a tough time. Nothing happening particularly, just many things running through my head.
Sometimes I seem like a happy girl, but I can never let go of the past.
I feel that my insecure self is a result of bullying in the past, and normally I become really bitchy when I think about those people.
They probably didn't mean much but I still feel useless and talentless.
My sister isn't helping when she's saying I sing horribly and all.

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Just finished orientation, vj is fun :)
Fretting about what cca to join, and feeling the pressure from my class already.
But I'm really thankful for my orientation group. Met really awesome people.
Though it's crazy to say I love all of them after 4 days, they've really been an awesome bunch.
I am obsessed with being accepted, I guess.
I haven't had stress about studies in the past, just friends(though this year, it'll probably change >_> )
Thanks to the whole of T6. And the people who chose to give their letters to me although they didn't have to. It really means alot to me. Reading the messages, I teared. I guess I forgot who I was, and through this orientation, I sort of regained a bit of myself. I remember the girls saying how I am never really helpful and all. I guess after being close to them, I did neglect treating them better.

Ending the emo-ness now. I think im schizo omg.

Some pics :)

My first friend in VJ, Melissa. She's the nicest and friendliest girl ever! :)



Yiling who is kind of crazy HAHA but really nice and funny :D



The girls :) All of them are so freaking niceeeeeee!


The group with the OGLs Sabrina, Joel and Vincent. Some of the OGmates left early though :<



Awesome T6.

Actually, when I met them at first there were so many people who reminded me of others LOL. So I was abit creeped out HAHA. But all of them were so nice! Even though we met for 4 days, they all comforted me and encouraged me omg. ;-; im gonna cry



My happy sweets :) Been nomming them when I feel down


My big face =D


kthxbai

school goods :3

So I'm doing the scholarship essay and dying. DYINGGGGG.
Finished the whole plan, but have not written the essay. x_x
And like always, I last minute realised I plan wrongly.
Anyway, just to update on my school stuff I bought!
Nervous for school. Weird that our Orientation group would be different from our classes.
I really hope to get into TSD or my heart will break </3


Bought shoes :)


Red shoes~ Love the material. Hope it doesn't spoil fast. :<


Nike sports shoe! Got it cause' my parents said it's nice.



My backpack's tag, LOL. BHBBB BAG.

It's friggin loud!



My pencilbox. The keychain is a mirror LOLOLOL. :X


Went for my cousin's birthday party yesterday, some pics~


The ice cream stacker game! We cheated and used our hands LOL.


that's allllll~

friends are snowflakes; my cny

Hey guise! OMG picture heavy post. My CNY kind of sucked :<
I fell sick on cny eve and then had fever for whole cny.
But I still went visiting. Nearly died on the car cause' of motion sickness tbh.
Went to my ahma house first, then ate some super delicious fried noodles :D
Tried to stop myself from eating cookies but failed cause' the cornflake cookies were so divine. OTL
So after that, chatted with my cousin, and headed to my waipo house.
Most of my cousins left after I came wdf. Then sit there watch stupid hongkong movies and reading on my kindle.
Boring ttm cause' can't gamble -.-
When I was young, they all gamble, and I would be like I want to play! Then they said I'm too young.
Then now I want to gamble they all don't want to and go out during cny.
FML cause' I never gamble during CNY.
So I was sian-ing for a few hours, before heading down to coffee bean to just have a drink.
I got Coffee Bean Original Vanilla w Whipped cream.
Ugh fattening but nice. It was my dinner :)
Finally returned home at 6pm. Every year my CNY sucks :< I should hop houses and go bai nian.
Jealous of all the people who can gamble(like huixuan :<)
Picture heavy!

Spamming you with my zilianness







My eldest sis using her hand to photobomb me and my 2nd sis.



Horse face sia my sister.




I look like ah tiong


Lol hx say she was like thinking my n my 2nd sis dont look alike, then my eldest sis suddenly pop out and she was like,"Twins!"


Stupid faces


Unglam


Photobomb


The chuoa chups ring belinda wanted to get but I got it. :D


The lily that dropped out of its stem. Currently floating in some glass that looks like a goblet.


Polaroids. FATTTTT


OOTD, forgot to button my vest to show the details :< MY SIS ACCIDENTALLY PRESS DE SHUTTER WHEN I WAS PREP-ING.
my 2nd sis say if my face up not as nice. wdf.




The next day, I didn't even go visiting cause' I was still nursing a fever.
Getting better now, but my throat is still very dry.
I feel so sian when I think about how school is next week.
At first, Chloe and I were friggin excited. Then wdf the day came nearer and I feel so BLAH.
Supposedly doing my essay now but the links keep lagging!
My compewter is dyingggg~
That's all! I'm updating my tumblr super frequently.
Checkitout! :D
http://cloudsheep.tumblr.com

swim

So yesterday, I went swimming with Jing Xuan, Belinda and Huixuan!
Super awesomee! I nearly drowned twice though cause' the water slides mad scary. :<
But I learnt how to move in water. Move like 5m LOLOLOL. BUT IT'S AN IMPROVEMENT!
We are going to swim again~ I want to learn swimming by this month!
We went to SengKang Swimming Complex which is super big and super empty =D
Met at compass for Mac Breakfast, then bus-ed to the swimming complex, before heading back to compass for Yoshinoya =D
Stayed in the swimming complex for around 2hours.

MUCH MUCH THANKS TO JING XUAN FOR BEING SO PATIENT OMG WITH ME AND TEACHING ME! In the end only swim two laps sorry ah :<
Uh and thanks to Belinda for attempting to teach me and calling my noob.
And huixuan for uh just laughing :< LOL

Here are some glam pictures. For unglam pictures, go to belinda's blog.
Put some background to act vintage/nice

Me and beolinda


Huixuan wtf stupid she still got fringe


With all the girls. omg huixuan so skinny *whoseeffortisit?*


LOL truth behind this picture is that jingxuan teleported right after it was taken. ttbf


LOL JINGXUANNNN.
Belinda u look like ur bro's ex here wdf.

ME AND MY SUPER AWESOME SWIMMING COACH LOL


MYSELF, MUA MUA.


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