toilet paper

Omfg i'm so so pissed.
Like people have been treating me like toilet paper. Like throwing me away after you shit.
It's like the vulgar version of willy loman's piece of fruit speech. But bears the same sentiment ok.
WHAT THE FUCK MAN I HAVE MY OWN LIFE AND MY OWN TIME.
Can't stand how some people can be so hypocritical.
Wanting me to reply to them and doubting me about what I am doing when they themselves intentionally ignore me wtf. Logic man.
Seriously, I don't think it's only one person. Sometimes I feel like I'm there to make some people feel better about themselves. How fucking selfish is that?
Like, I don't really want to be your friend really but I just want to gain the benefits myself.
I don't really feel flattered by this.
Okay rant probably ends here. Need to let out all these angst caused by hormones and stress.
I mean, you'd expect JC students to have 0 stress after project work ends. Not for me.
I have real project work to do. And then other shitholes like to comment about how VA is not going to be good cause of Interact. WTF we are juggling OCIP and VA together! What are you doing? Probably at home wanking. BITCH. OK I LIED TO YOU MY RANT DIDN'T END.
THE ANGST IS JUST ADDING UP OMG.
I've been eating loads of sweet stuff to make myself feel better. Now I'm wondering if it makes me feel way better momentarily and once I'm off it I'm like bitchier. I mean, look at what I ate today:
Lunch: Chocolate Bread
Tea break: Oreo Cheesecake Ice cream milk tea (Artease is a fucking ripoff)
Dinner: Wantons & Tauhway
Snack: Non-stop chocolate and grape mentos.

I excluded dinner because I had beehoon with omelette and sausage.
Need to go to school to learn dance tomorrow. Not as happy at the prospect of wasting more of my life taking public transport.

Meanwhile, here's a nice song to make myself feel better:





Ok adventure time time for myself to feel even better. bye