A whole lot of crazy

So the PSI is up to 290. Worrying. And my father decided to paint the doors in the house today, so my apartment is filled with weird smells. I think I might die.

Just drank milo and ate a whole bunch of biscuits. I haven't had supper like this in a very long time. Maybe a year plus. Seriously, constantly being on diet and failing screws up your mind. For now, I'm just going to eat whatever I want. After TSD I'll spam gym and shit.

Currently studying econs. This holiday has been crazy. Wished I started earlier. But with TSD practice almost everyday, you don't feel like doing anything when you get home. Fortunately I have harp lessons, keeps me more occupied and stuff. Can't wait to get a harp and learn all those awesome tunes. :)

Ending with a picture. I look so tired ;-; Less than a month to go.

first harp lesson

So I'm doing my critical commentary now.

3 more days till submission and I'm not ready.

So many things due on Wednesday, I hope I don't forget anything.

Godot, Soyinka essay. Critical Commentary. The Harp course thingy.

And not forgetting, fund summary.

Had my first harp lesson yesterday and I didn't even know it was going to be a lesson.

Thought I was going to grab the receipt and she just gave me a lesson.

My fingers hurt now x_x But it brings back memories from CO.

But it's damn sian that the harp and the pipa's plucking is completely opposite. 

For pipa you shoot your fingers out, for harp your fingers have to go back to your palm constantly.

My fingers are pretty retarded now. And I can't read scores, have to 'translate' them. EURGH so much for 4 years of music cca. 

Sometimes I doubt I've learnt anything in CO.

But can't wait for 9 months of lessons heh fun. :D

New phone

So I finally got my new phone!!!
It's a Samsung galaxy s4.
The screen is soooo gorgeous!!!
Ugh But currently the sensor is not working.
Went to paya lebar to collect the bags today. Then walked around city plaza. Saw a couple of tops But super expensive! 
Decided to get a pair of pleather shorts!
They were of a tougher material and I love it so much heh!

Time to do my Godot essay boohoo...

f fitness

So I didn't go to school again today.

Woke up with the worst muscle ache.

My neck hurts, my arms and legs are dyinggg.

Had NAPFA yesterday and I managed to secure a GOLD!!!

It's funny how I got Bronze all the way in Sec school and in JC I got Gold through out heh.

Did crazy loads of physical theatre yesterday, which added to this pain.

TSD showcase was awesome yesterday.

Nerve-wrecking but SUPER AWESOME.

It was great, having the classmates and the cca exco people hanging around and supporting us.

Felt real awesome! I had crazy performance anxiety before, and I even googled how to get rid of it defuq.

I kept reassuring myself that it's not my first performance and I had a bigger audience before.

I decided to pray and miraculously, during the performance, I WASN'T NERVOUS.

NOT EVEN ONE BIT. I even recalled I had a moment when I was thinking of making myself nervous and I was just CALM. Thank God for removing the fears and all :') It was the first time I felt so chill!!!

And a12 is real awesomee, I must say. Really know how to leave a mark heh.

I love this pose! SO DIVA HEHE

AND OF COURSE, SLUTTY EUGENE

 And not forgetting, WAR FACE >:(

Headed to XinWang to SUPPPPER with Hevinaaa.

WE ORDERED SHITLOADS OF FOOD.

Two desserts, french toast w peanut butter, mango prawn roll, custard buns zomgggg dead.

I have some pics but they have my unglam face so yea.

2 DAYS TO NEW PHONE.

Can't wait for CCA+ Class phototaking! :D

So much stuff to dooo this weekend. But at least taking a break from TSD! :)

Dinner with half of my girls on friday, dare6 volunteer briefing and swimming w mel and church w marcus on sat! :)

unexpected but beautiful

I have a business proposal due tomorrow. I need to finish memorising my script.

2 more days to a new phone.

Can't wait.

Anyhow, I must share what happened to me :')

A few weeks ago, I participated in Laurier's Win A Skill Contest after seeing the advertorial on bongqiuqiu's blog.

I wrote a massive entry about wanting to learn the harp.

Yesterday, when I was going to hev's house with mel. The phone rang.

I picked up the call and the lady said I won a $1000 sponsorship for the harp lessons.

I cried like a baby. And the funny thing was that I missed a couple of calls and I only took the call when Mel was there.

She knows I always win stuff so she was like "OMG DID YOU WIN A PHONE" when I was crying.

There were so many primary school kids on the bus and I was bawling my eyes out oh god.

But it was a magical moment :)

It was a dream come true.

I called the girls one by one to tell them, and to thank them.

Thank you everyone, who affirmed me and encouraged me. I love you all.

Earlier in the day, went for Rachael's Vball match. It was great!

Being such an emotional wreck I teared a bit when all of them were singing the Victorian Anthem since it was the j2s' last match. :')

After that, I went for ICS Night. 

ICS night was really good.

The performances were funny and it was really entertaining.

Ate udders for the first time and it was fantabulous.

I need to start exercising and all. I keep eating food and my stomach is legit dyinggggg.

sometimes, it's so hard to breathe

okay i'm going to be less whiney and more positive from now onwards.
it's not going to be tiring if it makes me feel better.

and so i was hacked

i was hacked less than ten minutes ago on twitter, and being the most paranoid person, i started panicking and deleted all the tweets the moment they came out.
i would not call it overreacting because that's the way i react naturally.
IT WAS SO FUCKING CREEPY. Here I am, at home, chilling. I've never logged in to twitter on anyone's phone! That's why I was so freaked out. When tweets started arriving im like defuq.
I got a call from my junior first and then i saw a couple of mentions and i was just like DAHECK THIS IS CREEPY. DID I CLICK ON SOME WEIRD LINK.
But then after analysing the tweets, I concluded that it was a real human.

ANYHOW, ON A MORE POSITIVE NOTE. NAPFA IS OVER.
ok not exactly, 2.4 is over. I did probably the worst I could lol. Walked twice and was kind of idgaf on the third round.
I was like "YUNWEI DO YOU WANT TO BE FAT? NO? THEN RUN"
but then it degenerated to "WHATEVER LA PASS ENOUGH ALR"
and yea i passed.
AND I GOT LOADS OF FOOOOOOOD WOOHOOO

SO NOW, YOU MUST BE WONDERING: WHY AM I HOME ON THE DAY OF TSD SHOWCASE?
Because it was CANCELLED.
I WAS AT THE BUS STOP WHEN MEL SMSED ME AND I WAS JUST LIKE WTFBBQ?
Turns out the audience was too small and there was no point in continuing with the thing.
It was so sad :(

So I bought like 8 cornettos in a pack to cheer meself and then found out I had 4 alr in my fridge. Nevermind, I can always eat 12 cornettos. And then I ate seaweed and all that shit. It was so good.
Being fat is good.

AND HEVINA FINALLY SENT ME THE PICS FROM CLARKE QUAYYY.
Okay so basically I was having some kind of identity crisis here as well. I hope I remember what happened.

So I left school at around 6+ and was alone and sad and didn't know where to go.
fortunately le wild emma appeared and she agreed to accompany me to eat dinner. :') love you emma
so basically, she went all the way to paya lebar with me just to WATCH me eat!!! and this girl has choir the next day. :')
went to kfc and i was so tempted to get double down but i was scared i would die.
i haven't eaten kfc in a crazy long time.
got zinger and again talking about life and shizz
thanks emma <3 :D
then headed to hevina's house to prep.
i was sooooooo shagged.
my eyebags were crazy.
proof:

 see how they are bigger than my eyes?!

anyway my ootd. if you hadn't realised i only possess 3 clothing items #poverty

 CAMWHORED WITH IPHONE HEHEHEHE

 US FULLY MADE UP AND READY TO GOOOO.

so hevina's mum drove us there and she got coke from burger king and we took some more pictures.

OK AND THEN WE JUST SAT BY THE RIVER AND TALKED.

AND TALKED.

AND TALKED.

Until 2am.

We talked about everything and like it was followed by occasional pauses and then exclamations of "GUYS UGH"

I took some more pictures of myself while she went off LOL

I SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT FOR A NEW PHONE.

TO SPAM PEOPLE ON SNAPCHAT

AND ALL. UGHHHH.

Then we went back at close to 3am and wanted to order pizza.

BUT PIZZA ISN'T 24/7 :(

So we went to sleep then we figured that if we ordered pizza at the earliest time, we will get it asap.

WE WERE WRONGGGGGG.

WE WAITED 2 HOURS FOR OUR DOMINO'S PIZZA.

UGH SO ANGRY.

BUT WE EACH ATE A PIZZA SO IT WAS GOOD.

I LOVE DOMINO'S SO MUCH YUM YUM NOM NOM.

Then after that went for my facial lo.

Pretty fun weekend, but didn't manage to go for NYLON. BUT IT'S OKAY BECAUSE THIS WAS STILL BETTER THAN PREVIOUS WEEKENDS :D

Ending with a pic of myself I like hhahahaha.

SO THIS POST IS JUST FILLED WITH PICTURES OF ME KTHXBAI